Like I was saying in the previous post. Around that time, I was very focused on my studies. I thought the blood in my stool was temporary and nothing to be worried about. Every time I ate something in just half an hour , I must find the nearest toilet. Little that I know, this was the early symptoms. I remembered that I thought this was just a minor setback so I’d go to the doctor after the exam. But as my exam getting nearer, I was quite worried of the blood in my stool. It didn’t went away as I hoped. There is more and more blood sometimes. So I started calling my ex-classmate who is studying medic and now is a doctor. He said probably nothing to be worried about but I just need to see a doctor in any case. I procrastinated. Well I was too focused on the exams. That exam was vital. Well maybe not as vital as my life , but who would know the disease that I suffer from. My family never got it. And I never had heard from it anyway. Plus I was so excited to see my old friends and family. It was a very energetic semester. I entered gym, I study like hell, I was looking forward to fly back home, I got some money and would go for shopping and maybe a girlfriend. You know the stuff you wished for and finally I thought I had the courage to do it. After the exam I got a week before my flight, so nothing to be worried about. Everything was OK, just that I got very eccentric bowel movement. I thought everything was going to be OK or at least , I didn’t expect this going to happen. Really, this just blows up my mind.
to be continue
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