I want to tell you about my life. I will hopefully be blogging this anonymously. About two years ago, exactly around this time, I was studying just to pass a difficult exam. I am not that talented in programming. Seriously, I am very slow at it. I need to pass this exam to stay in school and received a scholarship from a government agency. I was so focused on the subject and need to pass a few other papers. I remembered that summer was the first summer that I’ll be flying back home. I wanted to meet all my old friends back. There was so much to look forward to. So many things to experienced. I even signed up to join a gym to get my weight back down. I wanted to get a girlfriend, I really do. Life so boring when all your friends has a significant other. It’s just not the same when going out in couples and you’re single.It’s not about you want to like your friends, it’s just that I think it was time I started seeing somebody or having a relationship. I wanted to do many things. Seriously I wanted my life to be something. For the first time in my life , I am a positively motivated. I took chances. I even went running on a treadmill 3 times a week looking like elephant in sweaty clothes. About 2 months before the exam I stopped going to the gym, I focused more on my studies. At least my weight went from 88+ kg to 76 kg. I was happy for myself. This is about the same time I found there’s blood in my stool.
to be continued.
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